No Certainty Attached: Steve Kilbey and The Church
Robert Dean Lurie
(Verse Chorus Press)
BY JENNIFER KELLY
Robert Dean Lurie really likes the Church.
In fact, Lurie is the sort of fan who writes, with perfect seriousness, "The Church's concert on the University of Minnesota campus in June 1990 was quite possibly the first spiritual experience of my life." He goes on to describe himself as a person who spent high school scribbling down Church lyrics in notebooks, who catalogued Xeroxed press clippings and, later with the advent of the Internet, spent hours on Church-related message boards.
In the summer of 2003, Lurie had an opportunity that obsessive fans the world over might salivate over. To research No Certainty Attached, he travelled to Australia for a series of interviews with Church founder Steve Kilbey, guitarist Peter Koppes and assorted contemporaries. (He doesn't seem to have talked to Marty Willson-Piper.)
As a result, there's a hero worship dynamic to the book that is its primary strength and occasional weakness. It also must have been obvious from the start. Kilbey, who met Lurie for one interview, then agreed to a series of them, ended their first encounter by observing: "I've been in your shoes. I've met my heroes. I've felt the disappointment when I realized they were human beings. I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt, Robert, even though I think no one will ever read this book. No one will want it. No one is interested in me or the Church."
Well, no one except Lurie...
And that, paradoxically, makes the book interesting on several levels. For one thing, Kilbey is an undeniably fascinating character, moody and mercurial at best, a bit psychotic at worst, at various times in the band's history an egomaniac and a Buddhist, a heroin addict and a devoted family man. Lurie's unblinking interesting in everything about his hero necessarily sheds light on the band's process and personality.
Yet there is also often a disconnect between what Kilbey is telling Lurie and the worshipful light that Lurie places him under. The chapters on Kilbey's heroin use (starting about 1990, as the band frittered away the massive success of Starfish), for instance, are extraordinarily neutral. "Steve credits the fluid, rhythmic sound of Priest=Aura to the band's use of opiates," Lurie writes - yes, heroin addiction has an upside -- while dispassionately observing that Kilbey, at about the same time, left his live-in girlfriend and two infant daughters to pursue his addiction.
You might call it journalistic objectivity, except that these relatively straightforward reporting passages alternate with more personal reactions to the Church's music. Nearly every chapter concludes with several pages of track-by-track descriptions of whatever the band had been working on during the period in question. Lurie makes an attempt to integrate narrative with criticism, but there are still frequent gear-shifts as we go from considering band member dust-ups, romantic relationships, drug buys etc., to line-readings and music reviews.
Still, you can't fault Lurie's attention to detail. The book, based on many hours of interviews, exhaustive reading and a lifetime of simply paying attention to the Church, is detailed and correct enough to win rave reviews on Church fan sites like Hotel Womb. Yet he often focuses so hard on the band and its personalities as to fail to create wider context. In one of the few sections where he does this - and one of the most interesting to me -- Lurie probes the different perceptions of the Church in the United States and Australia. In the US, the Church was seen as part of the semi-underground college rock phenomenon, alongside bands like R.E.M. and the Replacements. But in Australia, they had broken their first single on a top-40 television and signed almost immediately to a major. Down under, bands like the Birthday Party and the Go-Betweens were considered underground - but definitely not the Church. But in other sections, other bands hardly merit a mention, and non-musical events (which surely have as much influence on the Church as other bands) don't even make a ripple.
And yet while Lurie's fan-hood never completely disappears, the intensity of his contact with Kilbey, the immersion in detailed research eventually transforms his love for the Church into a less mystical kind of experience. "In getting that access, I too had traded something away: the all-consuming passion, the fanaticism that had so animated my teenage and early adult interests in this band," he says. "The understanding that my favorite band was comprised of complicated and fallible men, rather than gods, came as both comfort and inspiration." Er, yeah, and also as breaking news.
Super fans will love this book, but I'm not sure it will win The Church many new converts.











